9:45 a.m. - 2006-02-21
I miss him too damn much!
I had a bad dream last night. It started out good because I had my dog back, but I lost him again later in the dream.
My dog and I were going into the house when we saw this woman in a motorized service vehicle of some sort going backwards in this large runoff that led into a large drain. My dog wanted to follow her, but I told him no because that was her job and she didn't need him there. I was afraid that if he did go with her he would get hurt.
The woman disappeard into the large drain and I thought no more of it, but before I could get my dog into the house he turned and ran off and went in the large drain. I heard the woman scream and my dog barking and I ran off towards the drain screaming my dog's name and yelling at him to come to me. He always came when I called, but not this time. It was as if he knew something was going on.
I ran into the drain and find this spial cement stair case going down and I run down the steps yelling his name the whole time. I was so scared that he was going to get hurt.
I heard the woman scream again and then my dog make this godawful howling noise. I get to the bottom of the stairs and find the woman who looked as if she had fallen or something but no where could I see my dog. He was gone! I wanted to go after him but the woman was freaking so bad that I had to take her up the steps to get her out of there, but I kept screaming his name. He wouldnt come to me like he used to. I lost him again! I woke up and have been upset all day. I lost my damn dog again! It hurts!
