7:44 a.m. - 2006-03-22
the non writing thing...
I think I know why I'm not writing. I ain't any good at it. There! I said it!
Now I want to cry, but at least it's out there and not in here.
FYI BTW I am typing this in the message box and not in a word doc or notepad first like I usually do. Just don't freaking care! Can we say don't-give-a-damn?
I THINK that is why I am not writing. Why bother when there are a gavillion writers out there already, my writing is crap, and no one cares anyway? Who the FUCK cares! *sigh*
that is all
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I know this post sounds depressing, and it is, but I am not giving up writing. I can't quit writing. I will just write for my own amusement and because I can't quit. *sigh* It's like breathing to me, writing is. Yes, I could take classes, but I would still have to have a talent to be a novelist and I don't think a zillion classes can give you talent. It's an inate thing, talent is. Either you got it or you don't got it.that is all
