6:13 a.m. - 2005-10-14
saying goodbye to a good friend
My Knight of Pentacles called last night with good news and bad news. The good news...he met someone. The bad news...he won't be coming over any more in a FWB capacity. He said he would still help me fix things around the house, but the sex is out.
I am happy and yet sad. Very sad....
My Knight of Pentacles was there three years ago when I threw the idiot out. He was there when I was in the bathroom crying my eyes out when that bastard took Charlie!
We have known each other for three years and though we were never a couple and I knew that this day would sometime come, it hurts. I will miss my Knight of Pentacles.
I am also happy for him because he wants to have it all. He wants to be married and have kids. I am over that! I have been there, done that. He hasn't yet, but then he is much younger than me. He hasn't had those experiences yet. We are at different points in our lives. This is a good thing for him and I am very happy for him.
He is a sweet person who deserves the best and I hope that the girl he has his sweet brown eyes on is good to him and for him.
I will miss being held in those big arms of his and I will miss the closeness and safety I felt when he held me.
I will miss my sweet Knight of Pentacles!
