12:05 p.m. - 2005-10-05
Sex and other...
People keep complimenting me on my weight loss. I appreciate it, too. It's not easy being green!
I am starting to really like this weight loss and exercise thing. Okay, I lie! I actually hate it, but I have to admit that I feel a hell of a lot better now that I can walk a few steps without gasping for breath and I am now wearing size 14 jeans. Considering that at one time I weighed over 200 lbs. and was wearing a 24W in jeans, I am doing great. That 14 is in misses and not large women sizes, for those of you who don't know. Yeah, I was turning into the Goodyear blimp!
I have friends too. That still amazes me. I am not used to people really wanting to hang out with me. Loner that I am it feels weird to know that people actually like me. And I like them, too. Works really well that way I found out! ļ
My sex life still leaves much to be desired, but I am hoping that with time it will get better. It still beats the hell out of living with someone. And there is the old stand by B.O.B. to carry on if necessary. Not that I am lacking people who don't want to be participants in my sex life, but I am particular about whom I romp with. Not for me the one night stands with complete strangers. Too damn dangerous for one thing, and since I quit drinking I don't go to the places that I used to. Heh Haven't had a good ole one nighter in years!
* breaks out singing *
"Those were the days my friend
We thought they'd never end
We'd sing and dance forever and a day
We'd live the life we choose
We'd fight and never lose
For we were young and sure to have our way.
La la la la...
Those were the days, oh yes those were the days¡K"
Er, anyway, I am hoping that I can get some kind of a sex schedule going. It would be great to get some at least three times a week. I would settle for two, but once a day still wouldn't be enough for me, really. Can't help it! I am, after all, a lusty pagan wench!
I had Tarot class last night and the teach showed us a really cool lay out. She made it herself and I really sucked at it. But I was so nervous and there were too many distractions. I also didn't have enough space. I need to center myself and just go with it. I was too uptight! Practice, practice, and practice!
And don't tell teach that I haven't been doing the one card a day thing. Forgot all about it! Damn! First my amorous hormones took over and then the dreaded PMS got me. ƒ¼ But life goes on so I must persist and make myself do it. I wanna make it to apprentice! Yeppers!
Ta for now y'all!
